Sunday, June 2, 2013 11:55 PM♥
Sunny Day :)Its time to update my weekly blog :)
Mayb i wont be updating weekly le.
Will change it to daily blog?
Cos sometime i really jus feel like update what i feel like .
Its a brand new mth too :)
This fewdays keep meeting my babyboy :)
Happy to meet him and see him everytime.
There is thousand of words i keep in my heart and he wont know.
I can say that friday i drop my tears and i tot he was angry about me.
Till eyes swollen and fall aslp.
Next day he come and find me.
Jus happy that he's beside me every moment :)
I know he's reading my blog every week.
I will try post what i wanna say over here.
Yes im jealous im angry when you keep saying about your past.
I keep asking myself, am i a good girlf or bad girlf to you?
Try not to think alot of shyt over my mind.
Sometime at nite, i will still drop my tears when nobody knows.
Bby, pls keep this in your mind.
The way your past treat you or you treat them,
I hope there is a chance to let me change your life with another way.
The way you will never think of it.
Jus let me be your last girl and you will be my last boy.
What you tell me jus now, i understand and will try my best to do it.
Almost cried out jus now but i jus dont wanna cried infront of you.
The way you keep saying and i tell myself, im not doing a good job still.
So what i dont even know you so well? Slowly can understand you ma.
You ask me not to treat you so good but this is me.
You are the guy i wanted. The love you show and prove to me.
Dote, happiness, laughter, hug you given to me.
I want us to be happy, not sad or stay in the past.
I know your heart is dark, same goes to me.
But did you know you have colour my heart?
You know there is alr a place in there?
I can say you dont even know.
I believe i can do it. Make your world turn rainbow like how you did to me.
Jus now when im working, i think alot alot of things.
Did you really know im worried about you ?
Why i will ask my bro to follow you guys?
Did you really understand what am i thinking?
Did you know if there is something happen to you what am i gonna do?
When my bro say his phone low batt, i also worried about him.
Scared there is really something happen to both of you.
I really scared that you leave me alone.
Let me face everything by myself.
As what you told me befor and things you promise me.
16days more to our 1st mth anniversary ❤
We are still the happy cpl and disturbing cpl ❤
LoveYouAlways ❤
18th May 2013 ❤



Amber Koh Yiling 
Waiting For The Right Guy 