Sunny Day :)

Many things happen. Many things need update. !
Weekly blog is here to update again! :)

10th December 2012 ; Monday
Never go anywhere. Jus stay at home till nite.
Meeting bby for movie and supper .
Watched 3am. I rate it @  8/10 :)

11th December 2012 ; Tuesday
Went dwn office for groupping.
Knw alot of things too . But jus that afew ppl only.

12 December 2012 ; Wednesday
♥ 12.12.12 ♥
A day where many cpls married and more :)
Singapore sky dining with ginny ♥
It's fun and enjoy too :)

13 December 2012 ; Thurday
Morning shift!!
Working and shag like a zombi.

14 December 2012 ; Friday
Morning shift!!
Super tired. Alot of things gonna do also.
Went dwn office and relax.
Reach home. bath and SLEEP!!!

15 December 2012 ; Saturday
Morning Shift!!!
Same. Super slpy .
Late noon, meeting jereem and cut hair.
Aft that we shop at amk hub , eat and more :)
Many things start to passby my mind.
Feel that he dont really care about my feeling.
But why i keep on got this type of wrong feeling?
It's make me dam tired of thinking and more :(

16 December 2012 ; Sunday
Morning shift!!!
OVER SLP!!! reach work at 8.45am
Super called me at 8am, she tot i never go work. LOL
I told her i over slp and coming over soon .

Reach home, having my breakfast and lunch.
Rest awhile and nap awhile too.
Really making me super tired.

Cried out and its make me feel better.
Why am i making myself like this? Im trying not to BUT its seem like very hard :(
Why cant he really think for me? Why cant he knw about my feeling? WHY?!
He din really see my blog too. Gave him my blog link befor.
Shld get myself drunk again? So i wont really think much.
I jus want my boyf who care about me.
1 week meet 1 time im okay with it
BUT at least taxt or phone chat or video call with me at nite.
Wanna have our 1st cpl pic then slowly get what we want in this r.s
I feel that im not important to him anymore :'(
Love and like is diff things.
Im falling for him as i dont care what other say.
Im trying my best to be a good and best girlf for him but why?

Today my mummy and bro asking about my boyf again.
So i jus ans them what they ask lo.
Never tell bby also. As he is so busy till no reply me.

Seriously, im dam tired in this week.
But who will know and understand and care? Nobody.
I scared to fall again. I really need a break to relax myself.

 Trying to hide everything in myself :')


4days more going Beijing + Harbin.
Many pic will be posted once im back frm my holidays.
Although our 2nd mth-sary i wont be in sg.
But my heart will be with him no matt what :)
Jus 8days. 8days i will be back and 1st, i wanna see my boy ♥



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