Saturday, August 25, 2012 8:35 PM♥
Raining Day.
24th August 2012.
Stay at home till nite went prawning and meet 1 of my gan di.
Having lots of fun at prawning .
Wanted to play pool but full table.
Prawns till 5+am and homed at 6.30am.
Bath and remove makeup and head to bed :)
25th August 2012 2012.
Wake up @ 3+ pm . Nice weather for slping :P
Wash up and everything and pack food for 1day meal .
Everyday im doing 1day meal.
Start to feel stress alr.
Mom told me this and that. Dad told me this and that.
When they quarrel, im the one who suffer everythings.
My bro will jus like dont care everythings.
So who will understand how i really feel?
Today like many ppl like to make me laughs.
I jus dont know why also.
Mood was really dwn but they dont even know.
They jus told me joke and more and i was alr looking at my phone and laughs >.<
Today i had a beautiful dream.
He was in my dream and its was the first time :)
Keeping the feeling for him to myself.
Really very xing ku but i have to.
Im trying not to let him know. I scared of getting rejected. What else?
I told myself, no matt what happen, i try to be his side.
Cry in slient. Cry while listening some emo song.
But still nobody will know :)
Wanna get drunk tonite at home but think will be hard ba.
Found this song called " 很愛過 " by 叮噹 .
Recalled me of him again. WTF!!!!!
Why must for nth he will POP OUT IN MY MIND!!!
Keep listening again and again.
Amber Koh Yiling 
Waiting For The Right Guy 