Raining Day.

Let me start about ytd ba.

20th August 2012.
Wake up @ 11am and was overslp.
Stay in office 1whole day and went pub.
Drink with friends and relax.
Aft drinking, we cab to parklane for lan.
On the sunday nite, suddenly got this feeling.
Im tired and wanna give up on everythings.
But i still have to hold there and cant let it go.
No matt what i will hold myself there and wont let it go.

21st August 2012.
The date of 21st is here again.
Groupping day. But never go dwn as not feeling well.
Once i wake, feel giddy so i rest awhile more and still same.
So staying at home rest.
Watching channel8, 9pm show jus now.
Makes me remind of my ahgong.

Gonna be emo tonite.
Tears cfm drop again. Alot of things in my heart and i cant say it out.
Cry out will be better then everythings.
Everyday seeing monkey twitter. If not wrong, i think he still have feeling for his ex.
I can jus say it over here. YES i like him.
He gave me a comfortable feeling. He make me smile when im really dwn.
When saw him, i will feel happy that i can see him again.
At first, i thought i wont have any feeling for him.
Slowly slowly , day by day feeling is here for no reason.
And i keep telling myself, shld i tell him how i feel? Or jus keep it in my heart still?
I think i know the ans. But jus scared :(
Jus this few days. I see the way i whatsapp him and my friends
The way i type totaly diff frm last time.
Emo song start again and i will act that im fine with everything. hais .



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