Sunny Day.

Got many things wanna update now!
Everything was like hidding in my heart so xingku :(
Blog turning emo soon? uhmmm.

28 July 2012, Saturday
AV's Outting @ Azzura Beach Club :)
Having a fun day ytd :)
From noon play till nites ~
Head dwn to prata hse and chitchat awhile and homed :)
Called him awhile and he say he wanna text me.
And he told me this, " I think i still like my ex and wanna get her back "
YES! This is what you wanna tell me.
As everyone dont know im attached in fewday only.
Cos i never say out uh. BUT still i have to say " Guys are jerks "
At first you know if you still like your ex, dont come ask me for stead!
Im out of past r/s hurt and forget everythings.
Though you will be diff frm others guys but still is the same.
Im abit sad uh. But still i will still going on with my life :)
Drink alots at home and feel that " High "
Whatsapping with denise darling and that crazy boy .
Playing audition with denise darling too and guess what?
I CANT EVEN PRESS IT! when im " drunk " ? LOLOL
I was really high last nite, say alot of things out too.
Play halfway, tears dropping, and my mind keep telling me, why guys must do that to hurt a girl?
I know im not perfect. Im ugly and fat . Nobody wants de
But you guys jus judge me with my looks and size and still dont know me well!
Everyone has feeling on it. Dont use words to hurt them. It's painful.
I keep ask myself, isit im not good enough? or what?
And i telling myself, im not a good / best girlfriend. That why keep getting hurt.
Offed audi and head to bed. Alot of things jus passby my mind.The past and everythings. 
If a girl say she likes you / love you, she really did. So dont hurt her :)
I think he will be very happy to see that im getting hurt by other guys ba.
I will still meeting ppl out there but if i liked someone again i will jus keep to myself :)

29 July 2012, Sunday
Wake up and feel that my head is dam pain ._.
Went breakfast with my mummy and bro.
Was totally no mood at all and dont feel like eatting anythings ._.
Homed aft everything is done, check my hse internet.
I called them and say them. was like wtf? zzz
Really dont care them and i settle it myself -.-
Nap awhile as im seeing alot of stars.
Not long, wake up and go out again. jitao shag max eh -.-
Going out with denise darling and ginn :)
Ton at lan again! LOL
Girls let enjoy tonite :P

I found this something that nice and meaningful





It was totally like me? ._.

I really dont wanna scare anyone anymore.
Be friends and slowly move on and see what will happen next.
I wanna know what type of you guys are.
Jus only him, i can chat with him in anythings.
I jus dont know why also uh.
If other ppl chat some " dirty stuff " or other things, i will jus scold them like hell! LOL! :x
He was like my Crazy friend, " BF ", like a bro of mine?
LOL okay " BF " got alot meaning uh. so you guys go and guess ba :3
But really uh. nice to know him :)
If im really dwn to max, i think he and my girlfriends will make me laughs like mad!
But i think he will be the most ba. As i know we everytime in whatsapp cock around de :x
But still they really make my day up :)

Found this pic too:)
Jus remember, dont judge ppl with their looks and size.
Go understand him/her more.
You will slowly know how perfect is he/she in their heart :)
Go for his / her pretty / handsome heart :)





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