Tiring day !

It will be last post of emoing?

Last nite was happy that can chat with him in facebook .
But aft that he trying to make my would pain again.
Crying till eye swollen ._.
Feel that he is using a knife to aim my heart to let it bleed more!
Giving up everythings. No hurt. No nth!
Why cant he try his bast to pull up too?
Why just me the only one who trying to pull up?
Im letting go every single things now.
Dont dare to step into a new r/s anymore.
COS OF THE HURT HE GAVE!!!!
Dont make any promise to me when you totaly cant do it.
Every of my ex was the same.
Tell him about my past and wanna last this r.s but this is what he wan to be.
This hurt is diff frm other ex's
He hurt me the most but i still love him.
I hurt myself to forget the pain he give.
If the day comes, im not in this world anymore,
He lose me, im sure he will regret for sure.
BUT im not doing any silly things. so no worried :)
2nd time, he rejected me and here come the pain again.
Tears rolling dwn all that.
Thinking of the past. Jus wanna be a kid back.
No worried. No stress. No hurt.

IM NOT POSTING ANY EMO STATE AT FACEBOOK ANYMORE!! :D 


Thanks Denise darling keep pulling me up
 When i need someone, she will be there for me <3
She is a wonderful darling as sister as best friend <3
Never regret her as my bestie. sister and darling :)

Guys out there, sry to let you all worried about me.
And for some ppl, sry for rejecting in any r/s
Im not gonna step in a new r/s untill the hurt is gone.
But im sure its hard to let my would heal.

Everyone ask me, why i dont wanna accept a new r/s?
Im not like him, wanna find new girlf jiu find.
Im not like him, can give up this years of r/s that go thur lots of pain, fun and more.
Im not like him, feeling fade so fast but he never try pull back this r/s

I wanna heal my would in my heart as it deeply hurt.
I wont be so heartless to forget those things we go thur alots.
My feeling for him is still there, and im trying my best to pull back.
Untill the day comes, heart healed.
I dont mind in trying in any r/s BUT i will see how my heart first :3

Labels: Waiting For The Day To Come :)

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