I will start blogging everyday :)

everyone ask me, why my facebook state so emo and why keep post emo state?
cos my mood is alr dwn ttm .

last nite msged him and he reject me for patch.
FINE! okay.
this is what you want.
did you know, how pain is my heart now?
cos of you, you make me like not myself alr.
every promise you made to me was all lies!!!
every nites tears wash my face.
cried in silent, listen to songs, seeing our pic, hugging the 2 bear and thinking our past.
but you jus tell me to find better guys?
reply your msg while crying think you wont know.
but i know you know me well.
i will do something that you will know :)
scratch my hand till red, pain.
scratch till see blood then happy?
cry till blind till cant see anything will be better?
my love is strong, im zi shi de. mine is mine!
jus want you back also hard?
jus want you give us a chance back tgt also hard?
i dont believe then you can so fast fall in love with her.
you can throw our past, happiness, our 3years ?
just think back of all this 3years.
what we have goes thur ?


today i found 1 pic, is totaly say is true.
im the stupid girl. who love him more and more aft he hurtting me again and again.
but he dont even care how pain is my heart.

last nite, thinking lots of things.
thinking of why all my r/s is like this.
thinking why last time dont treat my ex better and mayb we alr married.
thinking why all like to betray me.
thinking why he must treat me this way and hurt me this way.
why ! why ! why !

im serious trying to pull back this r.s but you like dont give it a try?

i feel like im not myself anymore.
i can do anything that he wont think of.
i will do anything that all ppl wont think of.

today wake up and will see my phone.
tot he will reply me or what. but hais :(
eyes swollen ttm :(
dont know tml will look like what.

ARGH!!! MADDDDDDDDNESS!!!

Labels: waiting for you to come back T_T

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