Saturday, May 14, 2011 11:11 AM♥
Raining Day :(11:11 really want you think carefully.
ytd wanted to update but blog having problems.
thurday, vin come find me in the early morning.
nth happen. frm morning got 1 girl keep msg him.
i ask him who that girl? did she know he got gf?
he say ya. she know he got gf.
since she know he got gf, why she cant auto abit?
why keep msg him frm morning to night?
YES im jealous. why cant i jealous?
if there is no loves and cares, i wont jealous till my tears wanna drop.
i control my tears . try nth happen. but he? he jus keep on msg her.
thur nite, his mei drop me and his "Our Promise " bottle and its broke.
he dam angry and keep scold. but im sad did he know?
i know something gonna happen after " our promise " has broke.
ytd morning, wake up nth happen also.
no msg no everythings.
till noon, same girl msg him again.
but he dont want show me what they msging.
jealous feeling out again. tears wanna drop again but still i control.
on the way home by cab tears dropping all the way home.
did he know? he say if brk le so wont jealous le.
NICE UH. cos of "JEALOUS " and he hurt me.
if you like that girl, GO AHEAD.
if she can treat you like how i treat you,
i wish you last long with her.
if she can give you what i give you,
i wish you happy r/s with her.
Reach my block, just find some place that nobody gose.
stay there awhile. thinking of our pass.
awhile more went back home, get a small bottle of VODKA.
and bring back to that place that nobody gose.
bring lappy dwn, sit there, listen song, tears dropping, heart dam painful
after i feel abit drunk, i went back home.
bath and bed. brother see me crying and ask what happen
but i dont wanna say out.
parent back home. mom saw me crying non stop.
she ask me what happen, i dont care her and keep crying.
mom asked my bro, what happen to me if im not wrong.
he say he also dont know. of cos
i wont let my family ppl knw what happening.
Remember what you told me befor and we made our promise vin,
we will last dam dam dam long and wanted to get married after few years.
But now? GONE!!!! you brk your promise to me.
Remember what my mom told you and ask you vin,
she ask you are you serious in our r/s? you told her yes you are.
But now? GONE.!!!! you brk her promise too.
crying for 7hrs. listen song. see his pic and our pic.
hugging the pooh bear and the bear he give.
wake up and see my phone.
just waiting for his msg. hais.
2day wearther match with my mood.
feel like going dwn. walk under the rain. make myself fall sick.
next week, he going back. my feeling alr dwn to the max.
but he dont know.
next week is our 2year anniversary.
hope can pull back his heart and feeling.
Labels: Hope can back tgt with YOU
Amber Koh Yiling 
Waiting For The Right Guy 