Sunday, December 5, 2010 4:05 PM♥
Sunny Day :)back to mye sweet home :D
friday nite, meet denise darling at miko blk dwn stair.
help miko celebrat her bday..
bday cake pic :D
ton at miko hse till next day morning.
breakfast and train dwn.
waiting for our ferry to bintan~!
update pic :D
NEXT.
IM SINGLE RIGHT NOW.
cos of some stupid things that make his mind to brk up.
he say ie bomb him 2time and he hate it.
first time was, his daddy bday,
next day ie needed go office so ie tell him next day than go.
now 2nd time. ie plan not to go dwn to meet him tis week.
but he say, after tis week he will be dam busy of his lion dance training.
sound lyk wan me go dwn find him tis week la.
but ie din go dwn. ie told him sat i'll be going bintan.
scared not enough using it. so dw go dwn le.
he say, he wanna use all his money to ask me cab dwn.
idw cos later he no money eat again, he will keep say he hungry all wad de.
he din even knw im thinking for him.
for him, tis 2things was BOMB.
dhen for me call what?
he can just leave me at his hse and go out with friends alot of times.
ie din even say out anythings or wad.
so what im angry?
so what im piss with his friends when they knw im at his hse?
its more dhen 2 times.
he giving up tis 18mth plus relationship.
ie alr have enough of it le.
he really din even think for me. really.
he better dont regret on what he did.
alot ppl ask me tis.
did ie really love him? and mye ans was " ie dont know "
was thinking seriously for 1day.
mye heart told me, ie really did love him alot.
im so stupid and put in all mye feeling, mye love, mye care, mye dote to him.
his friends say me, ie can just dont care.
but why he must lyk tat?
keep wan control mye tears but cant.
its so hard to control its.
heart ish painful.
tears ish dropping lyk a water tape.
but now, ie just wanna be alone.
going back to mye emo land again. hais.
crying in a corner.
listening song.
thinking of the past.
isit im not a good girls for them?
feel so useless rite now. hais
Amber Koh Yiling 
Waiting For The Right Guy 