Sunny Day T_T

5th days of brk up.
seriously missing him more and more.
loving him more and more deep.
last nite chatting on phone with 1of mye ex
he told me tat 2 year more he going ROM le.
grats for him :)
and ask me hw mye boyf and me le.
iie told him tat he ask for brk le.
while he keep asking wad happe.
iie almost crying out. jus control. haiis.
ytd got 2 ppl scold me. they 2 somemore iish mye gans.
first iie called mye 1 of mye gans.
he ask me hw old iish mye boyf. iie told him
yet he at there say wo le.
2nd iish mye gan kor. he oso scold wo T_T
and iie ask him, wad if iie got somethings come out.
think some ppl know wad its mean bah.
he ask me take aways and put in a botter.
and bring it to his hse and pass it to his mummy.
tell her tat tis botter got his grandchild.
cos he say 1of his bro tio tis things befor.
and iie know they scold me iish gd de.
whyiie all ppl ask me give up on him. WHYIIE T_T
iie really dont wan give up on him. can dont force me T_T
last nite help kor drain npc.
using his acc and help him too.
but iie help him buy some cloths bah.
and oso last nite his phone can call in le.
but he din even wan reply me T_T
everydays mye eyes cry till so swollen.
no mood to eat oso. jus drink milo T_T
somemore 2day mummy early morning kisiao.
she throw all mye things on th floor.
iie din even say anythings.
she at there nag me say iie stay at hm never do anythings. haiis.
iie at hm do wad she can see mehx?
she working and iie at hm.
wad iie do, she sure say iie din do.
hang cloths who hang?
fold cloths who fold?
iron mye di cloths who iron?
izzit ghost done it?
iie know in her heart im useless daughter.
she know hw to compair me with others ppl.
when mye di done things wrong, im th first 1 who get scolding first.
everythings iish me.
YA, IM NT WORST TO HER.
MAYBE TO HIM OSO.
im sure he will regret on 1day.
he can compair me with his ex or his girlf ?
he will see who iish better.
jus nw mye di ask me go buy dinner for him.
yet he hw old le. cannot go buy himself mehx.
all need me to go and do it for him.
i'll act happy infront of everyone.
hiding 1 corner and emo, dropping mye tears T_T
2day will update blog early.
cos 2day nt feeling. really nt feeling well le.
keep feel lyk wan vomite out T_T
iie hope he will be mye side when iie need him. haiis.
really hope he will think carfully on our r/s
12days more to our 5mth bah.
hope he can faster come back to me T_T
vincent, no matter what. im here to wait for eu.
if eu need me, i'll be with eu anywhere, anytime, anydays.

time for mye emoing le.
and will be going bed soon~!!!

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