Saturday, October 24, 2009 11:45 PM♥
Sunny Day :Dlast nite slp early.
1plus jiu slp le. was thinking whyiie mye mother lyk tat de.
msg him and complain him alots alots of things tat mummy say me.
cos she really jus think of hw she feel only.
she din feel hw ppl feel de.
and ie cry last nite.
thinking am ie really her daughter ma. haiis
2day she din go for work.
early morning at there kpkb -.-
but ie still go back slp.
till papa call me and ask me go dwn take phone.
awhile more she and mye di come back le.
start to nag me again. lyk ie own her -.-
quarrel with her again. she start to compair me with other ppl.
BTT fails lyk ie wan de mehx.
dhen she start to say me tat BTT iish ez to pass, whyiie cant ie pass.
ie say her" cos your daughter stupid wad. wad do to. "
and she start to compair me with other ppl again and again.
dhen ie shoot her say, " got ask them be your children larhx "
its hurt me alots can ma. whyiie cant she understand hw ie feel de. haiis.
packing mye rm all tat. start to war with her.
she ask me do tis, ie dont wan to.
after tat okay le.
around 6plus. she start to say me again.
she scold me pig. wtf larhx.
own mother lehx. for nth scold pig?
ie really start to hate her le.
mye brother for nth oso scold me.
WTF I DO ? I DIN DO WRONG THINGS AT ALL.
END UP TIO SCOLDING BY THEM.
ie use com awhile only, she scold me le.
mye di use? she din even scold him.
SEE!!!! she dote him more dhen me.
if ie die le, she oso wont care so much.
msg him and tell him again.
he say dont put all th blames in myself. cos nt mye faults.
but if ie dont put, she will say dao its 101% mye faults.
I HATE HER. REALLY HATE HER ALOTS
dont understand hw ie feel.
tis tpye of mother oso got T_T
ie know she wont care me, dote me, love me and understand me.
cos all she will ish jus care abt mye di.


Amber Koh Yiling 
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