Raining Day T_T

blog are open again :(
last nite after he say brk and iie cry.
after crying, iie sot le. iie dont know whyiie oso. haiis
disturb alots ppl. first, iie told them tat iie brb first.
dhen all ask me go where and iie ask them guess.
end up all ans iish th same. they say iie go cut hand. LOL
iie told them tat iie go iron mye didi cloths. laughs.
chat with snow around 3plus bah.
around 5am go bed le.
see his pic, his msg and cry again T_T
rmb all those things tat he say to me.
tat day we patch, he say wont brk anymore. end up oso brk.
promise dont leave me alone le. promise oso gone.
wad he promise me iie will jus keep it in mye heart de.
wake up around 2plus going 3 in th noon time.
denise darling msg wo.
ask me wad happen in th first place.
iie told her nth happen. iie dont know she saw mye blog.
and ask wad happen to me and vincent.
dhen iie told her lor. she oso tot iie got cut hand. Lols =x
and she told me alots of things. and promise her wont cut hand.
seriously narhx. iie did cut mye hand. but no blood de cut. LOL
jus cut for fun? =x
finish msg her le jiu on song.
listen to 1 song tat we both lyk to listen.
end up? cry again. till eyes swollen. haiis.
quarrel with didi end up? think dao him again T_T
2day eyes really swollen le.
iie hope he will think carfully on wad he din bah.
rmb wad he promise me. everythings.
nite time, mummy and papa back frm works.
she nagg me again. lyk all mye faults.
iie try control mye tears.
but cant. its hard to control.
hug mye pooh bear and cry T_T
last time can tell him everytime.
but nw? cant le. iie only can keep it in mye heart T_T
tot of tis mth anniversay wanna give him something tat iie make for him.
but nw. haiis.
btw thx friends and darlings who cares abt me :D
seriously, tis mood dont know when will okay.
now im emoing lyk siao.
everyday listen emo song and cry cos of HIM.
thinking of dieding? let him regret? idk
maybe trying other fun things? Lols.
dont worry, those are jus mye thinking.
iie wont jus die and leave all mye loves one at here de :D
9 days more to mye BTT.
somemore iie only study infornt.
back still haven study yet T_T
iie scared iie fail again and lyk tat time.
tat time got him pei wo and an wei wo.
tis time if again de same.
sure nobody will lyk him de T_T

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