Tuesday, November 25, 2008 5:01 PM♥
EMO && MOODY DAY T.Thaiis..2day iie update bl0qq early ba..
but iie dun feel lyk bl0qqinq 2day..
nbm larhx..nw jus update wad mye feelinq nw..
jus dunno whyiie 2day dam moody nn feel lyk emoinq..
2day iie neber qo work cos iie dam tired..
dhen mye mum call miie nn ask miie help her check her mail for workin de..
nn iie when back to mye rm qet mye phone iie saw zhuzhu msqq..
dhen red darlinqq oso msqq wo..she told miie alots of thinqs..
nn ards 11plus or 12 plus zhuzhu say he on9 audi ler..
yet iie alr in audi..dhen peii him play lor..
he usinq his meii acc dhen iie use his main acc play npc..
sunddenly play till no mood..iie oso dunno whyiie..
but iie neber tell zhuzhu..jus keep in mye heart..haiis
zhuzhu dunwan promise miie dhen nbm..let him keep in his heart..
iie keep playin audi till nw..realli dam siianx..
feel lyk drink till drunk dhen dun wake up iish the best..
jus dunno wad thinqs so fan abt..
feel lyk cryinq but cant cos iie promise him iie wont cry ler..
feel lyk emoinq mayb later will b emo ler ba??
iie jus wann nod wad iish he thinkin nw??
whyiie keep everythinqs in his hearts??
habinq headache nn feel lyk wanna vomite nw..
feel lyk slpinq dhen slp forever..
iie tryinq to control mye tears dun drop aqain..
but its hard to control..realli hard T.T
iie dun wanna lose him..realli dun wish to lose him T.T
jus wanna be wiib him forever..but iie dunno he wan ma..haiis..
iie dun dare tell him hw iie feel nw..
iie lyk him iie oso dun dare tel him..
iie jus can write in mye bloqq nn let him nod tat iie lyk him..
he will c mye bloqq tat whyiie iie write in mye bl0qq..
iie realli lyk him alots..realli T.T
忠心爱他一辈子..


Amber Koh Yiling 
Waiting For The Right Guy 